Blog 22:11

My sister had the idea for me to start a blog. To tell my story. And so I start on Christmas Eve. I have no diner tonight like so many people right now have, at the same time, so many others don’t have diner aswell.

First let me tell you where the name The Butterfly Sound is coming from. A butterfly does not make any sound, you might think and that seems to be true, but when you have not one, but millions of butterflies together, then you can hear the wispering sound of their wings very clear.

So thats why our company is called The Butterfly Sound. We want to be a movement wich makes a sound by starting with small actions. We like to inspire you to work with us and for you to feel welcome to bring in new idea’s. Together we can make a change.

‘THE WAY BACK HOME’

It’s Christmas Eve and I learned in church that it was the night Jesus was born. My boyfriend told me lately that the name Je-sus was introduced by the Romains and that it means ‘hail Zeus’ and I thought of my history teacher who also said that most history is false.

All change starts with fact checking. From where do we start tonight? Can we still know where we stand right now or is everything uncertain these day’s? I think it’s only possible to feel a certain base when you return to your own heart. The Buddhists say that the only thing you can be sure of is your own reaction. That is something under your control, everything else is uncertain.

A good and straight reaction can only come from the heart, your heart is your home and that is why I call this blog ‘the way back home’. I think the Christ-personification came to bring us back home as well. He said ‘I’m a good shepperd’ and ‘my sheep know my voice and are listening to me’. The Christ tried to lead us all back to ourselves, our hearts, where we find God. In the center of our hearts there is a little black hole that connects us to the rest of God, All that is living and breathing in the universe.

THE WAY BACK HOME II

‘Being in the NOW’ Eckart Tolle says the only reality we have is the present. Nothing else is real. The future and the past are just mind concepts. They only exist in our heads. What is real we can influence. What is not even there, we can not react upon. That is why it is so important to become still. Like the water of a lake, to be the water, not the waves.

My oldest son said lately: ‘We better not plan our happiness in the future’. Those words put me right back in my chair at that moment. To be the lake, not the waves, to be the sky, not the clouds, I find meditation as a very good way. When you just starting with meditating, look for some guided meditations on the internet. It is way easier to start with some help.

Home is where the heart is and the heart can only function in this moment. The heart can feel emotions from the past, but the feeling is always in the moment itself. When you start meditating, then you start recognizing your thoughts and what they do to your body, especially with your heart. The next step is to stop listening to the noise in your head and the following step is to let go and just be.

This morning very early, I had a beautiful guided meditation with the new moon energy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcQG9c-8Nk4 I planted a very big purple flower to manifest a spiritual world for every living being. I feel that this seed and the dream were coming from the heart/God/the universe because I made a strong connection with HER.

Also strong music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7b-t_DezOjU can be very helpful for meditation.